I have my own valid reasons for why I have a strong dislike towards you. Why are people telling me it's stupid or she's just "sensitive" there is so much more intentions that lie in that one sentence "don't you think its rude she said that?"

I'm just so ???????????????

also this Luhan leaving exo thing hit me so much harder than I thought it would have. How does someone I've never met make me feel this way, how am I loving one so much when I probably don't know 90% of what he is really like. Sigh, Luhan and Kris.
How am I dealing.

I think I'm falling. Again. That dark hole is coming back.